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Wednesday, May 25, 2005
today is the first day of in-situ hybridization protocol. It's was really long and draggy, with washes every 5 minute and stuff. But what i really dont enjoyed is that we have to make those calculation to find out how much stuff to put into it. I just dont like those science calculations. yeah, though i'm studying science for like at least 10 yrs?
The problem is i dont do the calculations fast than Andy did. so sometimes, it just make me feel that he might think that i dont think or something like that. i knew u guys will say i'm being sensitive. yes. then so be it. i am sensitive.
I dont know why i get more nervous and tend to do the wrong stuff when he's around. Is it normal? i dont know. maybe when he's around, i tend to be more ' careful' which simply means more mistakes, as i tend to be more careful and not thinking bout what i'm doing.
Maybe i cared too much about what he thinks of me. basically it's all boils down to the assessment. MUST BE IT. But no matter how i tell myself not to be affected by it, my mind just couldnt listen to me. it just do whatever it wants. i simply hate this feeling.
i hate orange too. i've been trying to reply to my friend for the past one hour, and it just say message sending failed. arghs! hate it!
I've not been talking to my mama for a few days already. because i've been ending sch quite late this few days. reached home at quarter to 8 on monday and 15 past 7 today. so tired to have long day.
i'm been thinking shld i go to Edinburgh on the weekends with the guys? i wanted to go so badly and jane makes it sound so fun. but i feel bad to go there alone, without my partner. how!
anyways, hope tml will be a shorter day than usual, which is impossible. because, it's in-situ day 2 and we still have to do injection in the morning. :~(
shortermemorygirl
3:30:00 AM
