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Thursday, June 16, 2005
we used to not listen to what our parents said to us when we are young, thinking that they nagged alot and stuff. but i seriously agreed with what my mum said. " never ever trust people too easily".
I was too easily taken in by people. i often listen to what they said, rather than what my mum says. why? i used to have this mentality that what my mum said is not true, my friends are not like what she described. however, sad to say, what she says always end up being true, leaving me sad and hurt at a corner, blaming everybody but myself.
20 years of living is not enough for you to see everything. but enough to learn from the mistakes. seriously speaking, i have many acquaintances, but not many close friends. let me count, close friends= those that i hanged out with frequently or contact with. pri sch is definately only one and only which is mabelline goh. the rest i do not wish to count lah.
i remember during the last term of primary sch days, we will go around with our fancy autograph books, asking people to write their profile in it. and not forgetting those poems.
" birds fly high, hard to catch, friends like you hard to forget." think this is the most prominent one. Excuse me. i dont think those that wrote in my book still remembers me though. We dont say hi when we met each other in malls, or try to act as if 'i din see u' on the bus. or maybe even we did and exchange contacts, we didnt really bothered to meet up after that.
Soooooo, i assumed that it's better to have a few good friends, rather that a huge amount of acquaintances. right?
i hate being make-use by people ok. so if i find out anyone doing it to me, i'm sorry. i had
enough of it. i hate it when people like to push the blames on you for everything when they did something wrong. come'on man, admit it if you are wrong. dont come and tell me, eh simin why did you do this and that. when u bloody hell know that it was your own fault. why people keep on doing that to me? am i really that silly to like accept all the blames for you? i hate it. stop it. there will be times i will really get angry. dont believe, then try me.
Once again, mdm zarinah will pop into my head : "nothing is fair in this world."
shortermemorygirl
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