Saturday, August 13, 2005
I finally finished quite a bit of my stacked till high high reports.
I have a sense of achievement can.
I really dont enjoy going to school at all. It's not because of the school work, instead it's really the people. I've met all sorts of people in my 20 years living on earth, but this 1.5 years really champion lor. and FYI, i still got another 6 months to go through. I cant deny that i've met real nice people in sch, but just a single person is enough to make your day foul.
I know nobody is perfect and of cause i've my flaws too. But let's put it this way, if somebody tell me my flaws, i will be most willing to change. But i think i have really changed over the years since my secondary sch days. If i am the old simin, i will not vent my anger even though the person treat me REAL BAD. try asking my secondary school friends. i'm sure they agreed with me. But now, i really cannot recognise myself, getting annoyed when somebody made a comment on me. i'm the simin without the patience now. :(
BUT, at least i didnt scold you right in your face. i still try to swallow all my anger down and instead can only pour out to my close friends.
Since i am making an effort in doing that, why cant you do it? why cant you just think of other people's feelings before you shoot something out from your mouth.
Sometimes, i really wished that i never pursue my studies in NP. because that's the only way i will never meet you. really.
Sometimes, i really wished that i can sit 3 millions seats away from you. but NP's lecture hall is way too small.
ARGHS! i'm really feeling very bad now again.
Because i'm another day nearer to monday again. :(
shortermemorygirl
10:19:00 PM