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Thursday, January 26, 2006

i'm here sitting down, waiting patiently for susu's tortoises to arrive at my house.

Hence, the blogging.

Recently, people around me seems to have realise i've sort of lose the jovial essence in me. I do realise it.. but i couldnt help it.

School work is stress, so stress that i think we can just collapse anytime.

Maybe because the stress are too tremendous for me to handle.

Because of other incidents, i really begin to think, whether did i make wrong decisions always.

It seems to be.

I did stuff on impulse, didnt think hard enough before making committments in my life. When problems surfaced, i tell myself that there's no problems. I lied. lied to myself to make myself feel better. BUt is there anyway other than that?

Yes, u desperately want to win, i know. But i dont. i dont want to get involved in your so called win lose situation. because it's not a competition to me. But i seems to be that you didnt get what i mean whenever i tried telling you about it. i'm feeling terrible deep down, and u didnt realise it. or rather maybe you dont bother?

i'm at a loss now. like a crossroad, and i need advice on where should i walk.

shortermemorygirl 7:04:00 PM