Tuesday, February 28, 2006
haha.
let me start with my good old storyline.
21 years ago( but not exactly, cause already 28th today liao), a little prince was brought to this earth.
yeah, everybody celebrated his birth!!!
haha.
So... i was lucky enough to know him as my friend also about 5 years ago.
BUT!
we didnt talk to each other cause we weren't in the same class. and not in the same clique.
We didnt even smile at each other i think.
The only time that i talked to him in college was during the mist of our A levels, when he bought the latest T610. i so kpo, confirm go and see one mah.
So that was our supposingly first word.
A levels was over.
I didnt expect us to keep in contact.
Or rather, both of us cant remember how and why did we have each other friendster in msn.
We chatted thru msn, often teasing each other. ( he very nice to disturb wat)
then the day came when i had to go to uk for attachment.
because of the stupid time difference of 7 hours, i had no one to chat with at night.
Woahhhhhhhhhhh. he was the one and only that stayed online till 3-4am, struggling to keep me company. all my other friends also acc me lah, i must exaggerate it mah. but he was really the one that keep me company till he always fall asleep while i'm washing clothes or cooking.
So TOUCHED can?!!!!!
thanks!!!!
i know lah, i always want to go wash clothes when he's talking to me. hahaha. i still can laugh when i think of it now.
okies, sooooooo, time flies. i came back from uk.
We kept each other's promise and meet out for dinners.
So that's how a friendship blossom.
hehhe.
I really thank him for all the happiness he had given to me, the smiles, the laughter, the joy and everything which i cant possibly mention it out.
i hope he enjoyed his bday chalet on 25th, and of cause feel the love that everybody have for him.
the most importantly, love my present! tee-hee.
okies, i think i can ask him to read my special entry liao..
just for him ok!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHU TOU!
:PPPPPPPPPPPP
brokeback mountain is no good. :(
sad.
shortermemorygirl 12:52:00 AM
Monday, February 27, 2006
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shortermemorygirl 1:48:00 AM
my god. i think people who read my blog will become old.
cause today's ZACHARY's 21st birthday!
Happy birthday Smurf!!!
hehe. hope u did enjoy the little celebration at holland V.
and i'm waiting for the big one! :P
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okies, today was spent sleeping like a pig .
But then got stomachache :(
dunno what did i eat wrongly..
i only ate porridge today.
like that also du zi tong.
stupid stomach.
tommorrow going school to do my fyp slides and rehersal.Hope we can try to finish presenting on time. the internal presentation was ok, but their comments were like we took too much time. but then if u want to understand what we are doing, then must explain clearly rite?!
hai. nvm, friday is approaching. so happy!
going to start revision for btn tml.
Brokeback mountain! :P
shortermemorygirl 12:46:00 AM
Sunday, February 26, 2006
Finally i have the time to sit down to blog.
had my proteomics exam on fri.
Buang.
sigh. studied so hard, yet those that i'm confident didnt came out.
I think i analyze the question too much already.
then i panic when i did the paper. So sad can. PROTEOMICS! :((
nvm, i still got BTN. got to buck up cuz my 2nd ct cannot make it. hehehe.
But too lazy le.. last paper to graduation!!!!!!
lalalalalalalala.
friday, please come to me.
shortermemorygirl 3:33:00 PM
Saturday, February 25, 2006
Just came back from jiinrong's bday chalet.
:P Happy 21st birthday Jiinrong!
So many friends are above 21 already. :(
shortermemorygirl 11:30:00 PM
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Exactly 21 years ago, the birth of a little princess brings joy to her family.
yeahhhhhhhhhh!! everybody celebrated her birth.
And then, 5 years ago, i was lucky enough to sit beside her during our first 3 months in yishun junior college. I looked at the uniform she was wearing, and true enough, it was my dream secondary which i cant get in. hahha! so i approached her, and asked her " Oh, you are from SAC, do you know Mabelline (my bestest pri sch friend)?" and she replied " yah, she's from my class!!"
so that was how a friendship begins.
We sit besides each other during lessons, eat together during breaks and make sure that we board the same bus to school everyday.
And then the day came.
release of the O level results.
She did well and so did i. Both of us managed to stay on in JC if we want to.
I wanted to stay at YJ because i dont want a change of environment and SRJC was too proud to me during my appeal for the 1st 3 months. So the stubborn me, refused to choose SRJC.
However, she did. No matter how i begged her, she still want to go there because it's near our house. haha. i remembered i even teared.
She got into SR, and i remained in YJ with jill in the same class.
We still continue to talk on the phone everyday, but one day she told me " Simin, i want go back to YJ, cause i dont like SR." I was like.. u see!! i told u to stay u didnt want to!! haha.
So I accompany her to YJ to appeal back in. It was tough. YJ had a student population of 900 students during my year. They told her they have got no more vacancies left.
We refused to give up, and asked for recommendations from teachers. Mr chung helped her.
and YES! she got back into YJ, but in a different class with me and jill.
We were just a class apart, i'm in 118 and she's in 117.
But being a class apart doesnt mean our classrooms were beside each other.
In year 2, both of our class got the air-con container class room. BUT! mine was right in front of the school gate while hers was all the way at the back of the school, right in front of the back gate. We cant sit together during lectures as we were required to sit with our class.
So sad right?
But nvm, nothing can stop us. hahhaha!
We still wait for each other to go home together, have lunch together when we have common breaks.
and these lasted for 2 years....
then release of the A levels.
:( i cant get into uni whereas she got into NTU and jill got into NUS.
I was devastated. completely.
She stand by me.
So..... we continued with our own journey.
but we still talk to each other almost everyday.
I will remember the kick boxing sessions, swimming sessions, shopping sessions, and many other sessions.
hahha!
till now, we are the bestest bud and she will always remain one.
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY SUSU!!!
p/s: i know lah, got birthday post for u before liao, still post. but bo bian, who ask her to be special? :P
shortermemorygirl 12:03:00 AM
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
okies, finally got down to start studying for proteomics exam.
Went to school in the morning at 10am to start studying in the library. But the bad thing bout studying in school, you will never concentrate.During study week, millions of students will study in the school library. and they dont speak in a library. They shout in the library, with their headphones. For your information, you are talking very very loudly lo. and the friend whom he is talking to, also with his headphones will shout back. Taking down your headphone and speak softly will kill you is it?!!!
Arghs. so there goes my monday morning and afternoon. Sigh, started studying at 10pm just now, and lose concentration at 1am. I'm so useless. No more time!! :((((((
I dont seem to be able to concentrate. why???!!!
I also dunno...
so useless.
yeah, i realised my savings are depleting. really depleting.
With so many birthdays coming up, it's impossible for me to save.
I think i spend all my pocket money on presents..
i will have to drink only plain water for lunch now.
Simin will be a good girl tml. she says she will stay at home to study.
proteomicssssssssssssssssssssss!! i'm coming back to you now. i promised.
shortermemorygirl 1:12:00 AM
Monday, February 20, 2006
haha. yesterday i blogged about susu's 21st bday party.
Today i'm going to show some pictures in her cam. didnt post all. cause too many liao!
haha. she just sent me the pictures and u will realised how blessed she is!!!!
*jealous*
Princess susu with her bday cake!
all her presents!!
first 3 months classmates!! the 4 of us + mr.derek and miss peiqi! :P
woahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! so blessed!!
i'm in a dont want to study mode now.
Only one thing in my mind. and only darling knows it. :(
2 more weeks!! simin!! 2 more weeks!!
Oh yea, just realised my external presentation is on the 8th of march. 9.30-10am. please pray for me. i'm scared because the presentation is in a LT! a freaking LT!
and the worst thing, we got to hand in the slides by 28th of feb, so it leaves us to do the correction on fri, after my proteomics exams, because i reckon i will not be free on the weekend, because of somebody's bday chalet. touched hor? :P
shortermemorygirl 2:27:00 AM
Sunday, February 19, 2006
A SPECIAL ENTRY FOR MY LOVELY PRINCESS SUSU!
Time flies, i have known Susu for 5 years already!! Come to think of it, it's really affinity and fate that brought us together in YJ. Seriously speaking, she and jillian are the ones that made me have no regrets in going JC and not able to go uni. During these 5 years, we shared many wonderful moments together, celebrating our birthdays, new year, christmas. We made it a point to meet up on such occasions to catch up even though we are all in different schools.
SUSU!!!! thanks for everything that you have done for me. Standing by me when i needed you most, study with me when we are having exams, shooppping, and of cuz talking on the phone with me! i know that you said that you are afraid that we might drift apart as we are all so busy with studies. but one thing i'm sure is that we'll not! I will not make it happen! i really cherish you as my best buddy!!! and i want to stay in contact with you forever!! you cant escape from me already. hehe. HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY SUSU!! i love you!!!! *muacks*
Okies, enough of message dedicated just for susu. Photos time! hehe. these are all from my hp only.. there are still plenty in su's camera.
Look at this can!! such a pretty cake! typical princess!!
another angle.
xueli, jill, susu, me!! haha..
the best buddies ever. and i mean it.
a stupid wall deco with balloons.
this is so pretty can!! it was so touching when susu's dad helped her wear it on her neck!!! i also want!
shortermemorygirl 1:25:00 AM
Saturday, February 18, 2006
yeaaah!! BTN is over!!! it's like finally i can have a good night sleep.:)))))))
Though dunno how to do.. but i dun care. :P
After test, went out with jiLL to find susu's present.
Then we rushed here and there to find a lot of stuff.
WE bought it!!
after we parted, drew called and ask me go chomp chomp.
Soooooooo i waited for our beloved ken to come fetch me from ps. yeapp.. ken lo... he took 15 mins to travel from esplanade to ps. haha. but still, he's so nice to send me there and back home. thanks!!
we took pictures, but all in alvin's camera. but look at this man.
the damn sugarcane is so hugggggggge! i think got 1 litre can.
everybody is feeling so happy. as if exams over. haha
i think i will miss my friends after graduation. as much so that i wished i'm not going to graduated.
:(((
tml going to susu's b day party!! yeahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
shortermemorygirl 2:21:00 AM
Friday, February 17, 2006
1,43am.
Trying hard to study BTN.
But to no avail.
2 exams and 1 test in a week are enough to drain me out.
I tried to stay awake till 6am yesterday. But apparently, i failed.
The last time i looked into the clock was 3.56am.
Then i KO.
I slept with my head on my table, and think till 5 plus, i sleepwalk to my bed.
BUT at that point of time, my neck was strained.
Over- strained. just like my 0ver-loaded stress.
I woke up at 9am today, with my neck pain till dunno what, and forced myself to go bathe and proceed to woodlands lib for another round of mugging.
If i stayed at home, i sweared i would fall asleep by 1pm.
So, we mugged for like 6 hours in the lib, and went home.
First thing i did was to sleep. slept for an hour, wake up, bathe and mugging continued.
Till now. but i haven finish and dun think i will want to finish.
SO sick and tired of it already.
I need a break.
I want to talk on the phone. but everybody is sleeping.
Everybody is mugging.
Everybody is in busy mode.
Everybody is in away mode.
I'm turning crazy.
shortermemorygirl 1:43:00 AM
Thursday, February 16, 2006
stupid starhub. the cable is so damm slow can? so much slower than my broadband connection :(
Today's IL practical exam was good i think. Did what i supposed to do and got relatively same answers as my peers :)
Now, i'm so going to mug for BTN. Friday's the term test! :(((((( will study till 6am, sleep, and wake up study again. so can sms keep me awake friends!
Anyways, i realised i'm so used to blogging online, that i never write anymore.
shortermemorygirl 1:03:00 AM
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Sleeping is never what i will choose to do when i have the time.
But ever since 2 weeks ago, i picked it up.
I choose to sleep to avoid.
and now, whenever i'm at home alone, i'll sleep.
Just like in the afternoon.
I slept my afternoon away, without getting any studies done.
And now, i so wide awake so i must push myself to study.
I glad that i stayed at home today. cause going out will not do any good to me. :)
Have to study for my practical exam later..
And ta-da! IL is done.
Going to meet Alexis tml after my IL, it's been ages that i have actually meet her. NOt say meet, talk on the phone also tough. but we finally did it yesterday. hahha.
okkies, notes time.
shortermemorygirl 9:19:00 PM
Simin is useless.
She cant concentrate on her revision.
shortermemorygirl 12:07:00 PM
Monday, February 13, 2006
Today's IL theory exam is ok. Let me hope to get at least 7% out of the 10%. :)
I went to BTN lecture in the end, after contemplating should i go anot.
Luckily i did.
We realised this is the last lecture of the semester. So it marked the end of my poly lectures.
It made me have this moment of sadness.
Looking at the memories filled LT, i feel so sad suddenly.
I missed my friends. i missed them disturbing me during lectures, Joanna pinching me when i'm falling asleep, toilet breaks with the girls, sms-ing during lectures, reading magazines, haha. all these in lectures.
I missed doing FYP. missed going into the cleanroom without our shower cap, missed blowing air for more than 1 min, missed clearing contamination, missed PMS-ing and my poor FYP partner kena it. haha. Speaking of which, i've to thank him for tolerating me during my stressful period, coming back to do stuff alone when i dun want to travel. THANKS! i will miss u lah. dont worry. i will miss bullying you.
Sigh, this marks the end of my poly life. In 2 weeks time, i will say byebye.
So sad. but i hope i will not say bye to my friends.. :P
shortermemorygirl 11:25:00 PM
Sunday, February 12, 2006
Supposed to study yesterday for my IL examination next week. But then, i got no mood. feel so sian when i open up the lab manual. dunno what to study, dunno how to study in fact.
Still got BTN. my god, i swear that i never listen to what forday is yaking about during the boring,monotone, lifeless lectures.
i'm so dead. i'm so tired. i'm so restless.
I hate the invention of the internet. and i even hate the invention of the messenger.
The moment i switch on my com, i want to sign into msn to chat.
Shoot me dead please.
I cant off my lappy because i need it to study.
arghs!
i want go shopping. i want go susu's b day to play uno stacko. i want play mahjong with my family. i want do everything, except to study.
I hate PS, i hate bugis, i hate suntec.
How how how!! it's 11.35am now. i need to get started. :(
suddenly, my bed seems to be talking to me. telling me she's so comfy, so nice to sleep on.
:P
shortermemorygirl 11:30:00 AM
Saturday, February 11, 2006
Yes!! it's over.. my hardest day in my whole entire semester i think.
BUT. PBL presentation was ok, not really kena shoot, but she did mention that the flow is not smooth.
FYP presentation was ok too, she said that our presentation was good. but give us suggestions to improve on the slides for the external examiner. As for the Q&A, i dunno what to say.
LSSS examination was a flop. haha. Maybe because i dont have enough time to study for all the topics, end up i chose topics to study. Those that i chose came out, but it turned out to be the tougher questions. i only know how to do 3 full questions out of 5. The other 2 is like completely cannot make it. didnt try to ans cause i got no idea how to.
But hopefully i still can make it for a B grade. cause the exam was 30%, 70% were based on attendance and participation and my term paper.
After that, i went to meet up with my ex- alliance collegues!!! i love them lor!!
I feel so happy when i go out with them. Though our age is like having at least a 5-12 years difference, we still can communicate. Everything and anything. :P
Think that's only no regrets for working in alliance.hahhaa. making new friends! i like!
Now, i'm left with IL examination, both written and practical on monday and wednesday.
BTN term test on friday, Protemics exam on next fri, and BTN exam on next next fri.
And finally my external interview in march.
Afterwhich, i'm done!! i've completed my 2 years NP life.
Hopefully i can get started with my 4 years Uni life in NTU.
Darling! jia you for all your tests!! :PPPP
Bioinformatics sucks. hehe
shortermemorygirl 2:22:00 PM
Thursday, February 09, 2006
In another 12 hours' time, it will be my PBL presentation.
In another 15 hours' time, it will be my FYP presentation.
In another 17 hours' time, it will be my LSSS examination and dateline for submission of my FYP report.
And yet, i have not finished printing my FYP report, have not finish studying LSSS half way, have not gone through FYP presentation and maybe a bit unsure bout PBL.
Where's all my time? :(
Yesterday met up with my darling.
It hurts me to see her so sad. It pains me to see her teared when i cannot do anything to help her. Life is like that, so unfair. Or rather, it's never fair.
Sorry for making my friends so down and depressed with me last week. I dont mean it. SOrry!!
Come to think of it, i realised i've used my phone for 24 hours, and yet not a bar of battery is lost . I have never come across this phenomenon before. haha.
Lesser calls, lesser sms.
I'm confident that my bills next month will not exceed 30 bucks. This month was a freaking 60 bucks, with 1300+ smses hit, 200 minutes outing going talk time, though i had free incoming all day.
Hope everything will turn out fine. and i want to go out!!
shortermemorygirl 9:41:00 PM
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
okies. i'm getting sicker and sicker day by day. :(((((
No time to rest, refuse to take medicine. because i dont like.
I think i have overcome it.
It's for real.
thought things through, really very through.
And i think i nv regret making that decision.
Not that i'm what, but i think that's the best solution to all the problems.
We can really communicate better now, joke with each other ,tease each other and sharing each other's problems.
It's just so different. and i think we prefer to maintain it this way right? c")
Soooo.. i dont think i will post any more sad post. :)))
*winks* cheer up simin! friday will be over before u know it.
shortermemorygirl 12:39:00 PM
Monday, February 06, 2006
To some pple, i am strong.
Strong as in emotionally.
I thought myself to be strong too.
But i'm not.
It's clearly that i'm not.
shortermemorygirl 6:40:00 PM
Sunday, February 05, 2006
it's 5am in the morning.
I'm still correcting my FYP report.
I'm tired. i want to go and sleep.
5th day in a row.
2 more hours and i've to wake up, then what's the use of sleeping?
i hate to see myself in the morning when i'm wearing my contacts. This is the time when i can see my dark panda eyes and my puffy eyebags.
shortermemorygirl 5:04:00 AM
Saturday, February 04, 2006
i spent my whole day doing corrections for my fyp report. During these few hours, i came to realise i'm still bothered.
I want to stop, but i couldnt.
After picking up a call from ken and heard what he told me, i feel so sad.
I know no matter what i said to console u guys, it's no use cause u guys did that to me but to no avail.
i want to stop myself from thinking. please.
Simin!!! please!!!
i think my lsss exam is on friday, clashed with my PBL and my FYP internal interview. got so suay a not u tell me?! all major exams and presentations. i hate 2006. get out of my way please. can something happy happen to me in 2006 please? i know the very first hour of 2006 is the best. that's the only hour.
shortermemorygirl 10:28:00 PM
Friday, February 03, 2006
i declared that 2006 is a bad year to start with.
I'm so helpess, with so many things targetting me and my friends at one go. just within a bloody 24 hours.
i hate to say these, but we have to be strong together.
Andrew and ken, it's not the end of the world. I've lost dear friends before too, and i can completely understand how you feel. Not to deny, it takes a long time and lots of courage to get over it. Please be strong together with me k? I'll be here for you guys, just like what u guys did for me.
I'm really touched to have so many friends giving me support when i'm at the lowest point of my life. even though u guys might not know what happened to me. Even though i'm devastated, i know i will pull through it. i will and i must.
Jr,please don't blame yourself k? Even at this point of time, i'm not angry with you and i will never be. I will be with you when u needed me, and of cuz i wont find you to be a nuisance. That's the least i can do.
Right now, i need energy to complete my fyp report, with my presentation next week, i need your encouragements to tide me through.
Some major exams are coming in 2 weeks time, i really need to concentrate and get started with everything. Hope that with such a busy schedule, i will have no time to think about other stuff. I know it's difficult or rather impossible for me to do so, but i will try.
shortermemorygirl 1:57:00 PM
Thursday, February 02, 2006
It's over.
Really over.
I have millions of feelings deep inside me now and i dont know how can i expressed them.
The feeling is really terrible.
I need lots of support from you to tide me through this final lap in poly.
and i want to get into uni badly.
i dont want to fall again.
I'm tired. tired of everything.
shortermemorygirl 12:13:00 PM
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
i can see a lil sunlight thru my window. just a lil. i haven caught a wink since yesterday and i wouldnt be able to.
i can feel a sudden surge of feelings in me.
i want to blog. but i dont know how and what to blog.
during a 4 hour interval, so many things can happen.
really.
i knew these will happen, but it's onlyy a matter of time.
Whether i can take it a not, it's all up to me.
but i knew i cant.
2months. or rather 59 days?
It so short. but it's not short and sweet.
I've been through lots which i dont think i deserved. but on the other hand, i think i deserved it.
1 more hour to 8am. what can i do?
Flashback?
i dont want to hear the ans from you, despite pushing you for one.
i really dont know. i'm really really lost now. nobody can help me at this point.
Nobody.
So, please just leave me alone.
please.
shortermemorygirl 6:50:00 AM
