Friday, February 03, 2006
i declared that 2006 is a bad year to start with.
I'm so helpess, with so many things targetting me and my friends at one go. just within a bloody 24 hours.
i hate to say these, but we have to be strong together.
Andrew and ken, it's not the end of the world. I've lost dear friends before too, and i can completely understand how you feel. Not to deny, it takes a long time and lots of courage to get over it. Please be strong together with me k? I'll be here for you guys, just like what u guys did for me.
I'm really touched to have so many friends giving me support when i'm at the lowest point of my life. even though u guys might not know what happened to me. Even though i'm devastated, i know i will pull through it. i will and i must.
Jr,please don't blame yourself k? Even at this point of time, i'm not angry with you and i will never be. I will be with you when u needed me, and of cuz i wont find you to be a nuisance. That's the least i can do.
Right now, i need energy to complete my fyp report, with my presentation next week, i need your encouragements to tide me through.
Some major exams are coming in 2 weeks time, i really need to concentrate and get started with everything. Hope that with such a busy schedule, i will have no time to think about other stuff. I know it's difficult or rather impossible for me to do so, but i will try.
shortermemorygirl
1:57:00 PM