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Monday, March 13, 2006
IT show is finished. yes!!
4 days of standing, each day lasting for 11 hours. legs sore, mouth dry. :P
i've been really busy after my final paper on 3rd march.
Getting dress for my cousin's wedding, external presentations... final year report.. and others.
maybe that's the reason why i've been neglecting some of my friends.
I seriously dont mean it because i'm really busy. and i'm sure those who were close to me know that i'm very busy in the month of march.
external presentation was on 8th march and my IT fair starts on 9th and end today. from my last paper till now, i didnt really enjoy myself that much in terms of going out with me friends and stuff. all i did all day long was to shop for the wedding. it was frustrating when you cant get what you want, and when you get home, your mum nagged at you for going out the whole day without getting anything.
I dont want that to happen. dun want to be nagged and dun want to be mistaken by my friends.
Especially my closest buddies.
To my dearrrrrrrest suwei,
I know i might have neglect you over the weeks or months. but i really hope you understand.During my school term, i was stressed up because of my reports, projects, presentations, competition, final year project. all the stress coming to me at one go. and all the stuff that happen to me. it was the toughest period of my life. i really feel like i'm dying, trying to grasp for air...
at that point of time, i really didnt think of contacting anybody at times, cause i dont feel like talking to anybody. i dun feel that there's a need to because everything just failed me. i was feeling so terrible inside and i didnt really want to tell anybody about it. cause i know if i said it out, all my friends will be worried about me. esp my close friends and you are included. i dun want your studies to be affected because of me. u understand?
maybe to you, all these are excuses. but all i want to say is you are still my closest buddy, no matter what happen. nobody can ever replace you. yes, i might have many people around me, but to me, close friends are always close friends.
but this time around, maybe i'm really wrong. should have called u more often... should have show u more care and concern.:(((((
forgive me kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk?
:PP
shortermemorygirl
12:55:00 AM
