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Shortermemorygirl
Monday, March 12, 2007
I have never feel so ...... in my life before. I really dont know how to describe this feeling.
I know I have moved on over the year.
I know.
With my life changing and adapting to everything.
School, new friends, commitments.
But i just feel the hatred inside me today.
Maybe I still cant accept the fact that I'm being cheated.
Thrown down from maybe 100 storeys high, bringing me moments of sadness and disappointment.
I told myself umpteen times, to be more forgiving and move on. Talk to you, or perhaps smile if i happened to see you.
But i cant.
The thoughts of how you treat me make me feel utterly disgusted. (and why can i accept it last time?)
I've no idea why am i blogging this, maybe to let it out, hopefully you will read it.
I know you know that i'm talking about you. But just wanna wish your other half good luck perhaps.
Because i believe in what goes around comes around.
I know i'm evil. but so are you.
HAHAHHAHA. I was going through my blog and I saw this unpublished post.
Then I realised how CHILDISH I am.
But that's the past.
shortermemorygirl
11:13:00 PM